Lone wolf? Not here…

 

Iseyah made the night more friendly with a fire

Iseyah made the night more friendly with a fire

As we zipped across the dusky bay from Seldovia to Homer in his little skiff ‘Perl’, a grinning Chunk declared that I was like a lone wolf, heading out on my journey alone. A few nights later, tucked into the trees as half-convincingly as I could manage at hiding my tent and bike, I didn’t feel very brave. At all. Of course I followed all the routines of food bags up trees and a fire which I gallantly stoked until one a.m and of course the chance of any miscreant bear causing me issues is relatively slim. But all the same, my heart raced well beyond the time I reluctantly got into my sleeping bag after ‘Just one more load’ of wood on the fire, repeated many times.

Morning in the forest - beautiful

Morning in the forest – beautiful

Settling in

Transitioning between different stages of anything, but especially this journey, always take me a little while, both physically and emotionally. The first five days of riding from Homer to Anchorage have been no exception. I beat myself up at taking so many breaks to start with, remembering Justine’s (relative) whip-cracking pace on the kayak and reminding myself of the miles left to the Atlantic coast, snow peering down at me from mountain tops reminding me that winter is on her way. Stop stop stop Sarah Outen. Be gentle with yourself, ease back into it, said the voice in my head. Really, this was just a battle with Chimpy (Remember him?) Once I had allowed myself that and really believed it, I was fine and had every break I wanted without guilt. After all, it is about sustainability. Aiming for a steady 50 miles a day I figured it doesn’t matter when I do those miles or how long they take me in a day – so long as I am off the road before nightfall.

So far so good in Alaska

So far so good in Alaska

Slooooooowly does it

That’s a good thing too because Hercules is heavy and, while I have pretty solid aerobic fitness after our 1500 mile paddle, my legs haven’t done too much work for some time.  My pace slowed to an almost static 3 miles per hour up over the passes and hills – I could have walked quicker, were it not for the bike and his load. On the steep section of Rabbit Creek road on my run into Anchorage I was so close to going sub 2 miles per hour and wobbling across the shoulder that I almost walked in a bid to stay upright and alive. But I didn’t. I stood up on the pedals and squeaked out the last metres of the hill with squealing quads and heaving lungs, red faced and grinning.  The rule is I only walk if I physically can’t make the bike move or if it is too steep an off-roady section of downhill. That and total breakdown, of which we haven’t had either yet for bike or rider, thankfully.

So really this is perhaps just a post to say there is nothing heroic or wolfish in my riding or being out here/there doing my thing. The only difference between me and the person at home is that I am out, doing it. You just have to get out and make it happen, whatever your ‘it’ needs to be, not being held back the ‘What ifs’ and fears. The cyclist who pulled up behind me on the Seward Highway said he could never do it…. I disagree. I am only riding a bike. Remember Gao? He rode across China with me on a whim. I am not saying that everyone has the time and space in their lives and families to do exactly what he did, nor indeed should they feel compelled to – just to do something adventurous, in whatever time and space you want. Because it really is quite magic.

Food bags up in a tree out of reach of brown bears. Black bears could still climb for it.

Food bags up in a tree out of reach of brown bears. Black bears could still climb for it.

Like a girl

That said, I am glad to be flying the flag for the girls as there is still far too much surprise at women being out and about adventuring and not enough real life (and not airbrushed/celebrity) sporty female role models in the media. I saw an ad for a t-shirt with ‘Paddling like a girl’ on the back recently. I would wear it with pride and shout down anyone who says anything derogatory about ‘throwing like a girl’ or thissing or thatting like a girl. I think it is akin to being racist to judge someone and their ability on gender. I am not the only one feeling it. As I trundled up Turnagain Pass, waving at a cyclist shape who became a woman in the opposite direction, she shouted ‘You’re a lady too! That’s awesome’.  Absolutely  – there are plenty of gals of all ages doing cool adventures all over. And doing cool living, too. Adventures don’t have to be big mad things happening away from home for months and years at a time. I think it is about the way you look at life, opportunity and each new day. It is about moments more than months. (See the brilliant Al Humphrey’s campaign for MicroAdventures for ideas on this alastairhumphreys.com)

The road from Turnagain Pass

The road from Turnagain Pass

Now, let me get down off my soap bike and tell you briefly about the ride up here to Anchorage. It was beautiful. Mountains bronzed by Autumn and sky blue glacial rivers carving their way downstream, weaving between peaks along the road. Inky black lakes reflecting the still shapes of spruce trees. Trees, trees, trees. So many beautiful trees. Hills that made my legs hurt and miles that made my bum hurt. Downhills run so fast and so close to the edge of the road with huge trucks hurtling by that made my heart skip and my forearms ache with gripping the brakes. Soft gentle mornings and velvety nights splashed with a bejillion stars. New faces and fleeting friends sharing time, food, shelter and stories. I coaxed myself up hills and gritted my teeth into tired miles, mind wandering and body thinking of other things to do, like stop and sleep. I high fived myself on making the top and talked myself calm again while rounding bends with fresh-air drops on the other side of hte barrier or no barrier drops. Some bits challenged me, others terrified me (rightly or wrongly) and plenty made me smile and laugh and feel happy as a pedaller on her bike. Only one bit made me cry  – when I listened to a play list of music Lucy, my fiancee, had set up for me. Since Hercules and I (me?!) biked across Europe and Asia on the first leg of L2L in 2011 Hercules has remained the same but I have changed. I am not a lone wolf any more, which  I reckon I probably fancied myself as some years ago. (This makes me think of the excellent book and film ‘Into the Wild’ and Chris McCandless’ experience of Alaska alone) I am one half of a whole now, looking forward to being home and together again as much as I am enjoying being on the road. Now harvest is over, Lucy should be coming out to pedal with me in a couple of months. Who knows where Hercules and I will be by then.

Lots of happy thanks to all the folks who have hosted me or helped me on this leg from Homer to Anchorage including Liz Taylor and Peter Brondz and Team Cameron. Thanks also to everyone who has donated to my charities. You can do so here: http://uk.virginmoneygiving.com/fundraiser-web/fundraiser/showFundraiserProfilePage.action?userUrl=SarahOuten

I shall set off from Anchorage at the weekend, heading North to Tok where I meet the AlCan Highway for the ride South to Canada.

Until next time,

Sarah and Hercules x

P.S For Alaskan viewers tune into KTVU Channel 11 on Friday (tomorrow) at 0615 to see me with the Day Break crew

P.P.S A We bid a fond farewell to Mel Johnson after two years excellent support and welcome back Sara Davies as Project Manager to Team L2L. Girl Power 🙂

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11 Responses to Lone wolf? Not here…

  1. Graeme says:

    Hi Sarah, good to see you back into it after that serious paddle journey. Loved your comment on the ‘Paddle like a Girl’ T-shirt. Couldn’t agree more!! BTW a friend of mine has a bumper sticker ‘Ski like a Girl’ which she proudly displays. The really cool thing is she was an international mogul skier, hasn’t lost the skills and can out ski just about anyone. Love it!! Been following your journey forever, you’re outstanding. I should write more often

  2. Brilliant blog Sarah – I particularly like your inspiring comments “You just have to get out and make it happen, whatever your ‘it’ needs to be, not being held back the ‘What ifs’ and fears… just to do something adventurous, in whatever time and space you want. Because it really is quite magic.” Genius!

    It’s a while since we chatted over a pizza after your talk in Edinburgh a while ago. But my own adventures continue and I’d be very grateful if you could give a shout out some time for my own fundraising Antarctic adventure at https://www.justgiving.com/james7summits/

    All the best for your Arctic adventure…

  3. MALCOLM KENDALL says:

    I seem to remember that Basie’s ‘Lil Darlin’ is a contrafact of ‘Up a Lazy River’.
    Not only lovely themes, but done at the very judged pace of fifty miles a day.
    Your respect for the best in tradition does you great credit.
    Bardon Mac

  4. Vlad B says:

    Hello Sarah, Your adventure doesn’t cease to amaze me. Congratulations on finishing kayaking Aleutians islands, I had no doubts you will complete this part! I wish you mostly the tailwinds on your bike journey. Stay safe and be aware of the weather, AK and Canada known for their stiff weather and early snowfalls. Do you plan on biking through the winter of will you make a break till the spring comes? Me and my kids following your tracker and eagerly waiting for the pictures, so keep posting them 🙂

    All the best, Vlad.

  5. Godfolks says:

    Following you every pedal of the way with love and hugs – enjoy! xx

  6. Matt Snage says:

    I am learning how to be a professional explorer exactly like you and Alastair Humprheys, and Dave Corthwaite… And Sean Conway, still trying to transit careers. I learned, earlier day, that the right thing and the easy thing are NOT always the same thing. Learning how to be a profession explorer & adventurer is the right thing for me, and transiting with no proper prior exploring & adventuring is a ‘catch 22’ issue, or is not easy thing when others see my passion to earn this job title, as wasting my time. Give me liberty or give me death! Happiness to you!

  7. Tim says:

    Great inspiring words Sara. Keep the pedals going.
    Hope to see you in Ontario.

    • Sarah says:

      Hi Tim,

      Don’t think I am coming through Ontario as I drop south before then. Though not sure if I am rowing from New York or Nova Scotia yet so maybe a bit nearer you!

      Cheers,

      Sarah

  8. John Perrott says:

    We share your journey south when we look at the constellations that appear to circle Polaris or the Pole Star. The 2 stars that mark the end of the Plough point to Polaris. This constellation is part of Ursa Major or the Great Bear. If you made a fist at arm’s length you would have estimated the elevation of Polaris above the horizon when you were at sea. The elevation in degrees is a measurement of your latitude. The Greek word for Bear is Arctos. So you are leaving the Great bear behind you as you travel South from the Arctic. Tonight we share (within half a day), the Equinox. The sun will rise exactly in the East and set exactly in the West. I shall sleep outside tonight and share the stars with you x

    • Sarah says:

      John, you are ace, thanks indeed. I wish you were closer to come and iron out some muscle stuff for me! Thanks for your donation too. Hope all well in the shire. Sarah x

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